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Cause I havent done one in a while and have some stuff to say :/
This is myyyyyyyy second[?] Ten Things Meme. Soooo
Here it goes.

.:1:. Im really glad that we got over our little rough spot. Things are starting to go back to as fun and lighthearted as they were when we first met, but youre right, we do need to go to the mall or some shit again soon Im so glad that you'll be here longer, thats my selfish side speaking, because Imma miss you so much when you leave. :< But hey, well deal with that when it comes up~

.:2:. Im sorry that I got all weirdly jealous around you for a while. It was really unreasonable and quite honestly immature of me. I love hanging out with you and talking to you cause I think youre hilarious and like awesomley entertaining to talk to xD but yeah Sorry and Im excited to hang out again whenever we get to

.:3:. Youre super lame and annoying. Sorry.

.:4:. So Muff, youre pretty hawt no riiiiiight? RAH-RAH-RAH-AHAHHH. ROMA ROMA. Anyways. You know who you are now But seriously I adore you and wish my personality was more like yours, cause then people would prolly like me better. Haha. But yeah. Thanks for getting me in, then out, then in again, then finally out of court and having to testify. That woulda been a mess. I loves you twinsies.

.:5:. You are hilarious, and I'm glad I get to hang out with you are DTD, and hopefully cons. I adore your personality and Im really looking forward to all our crazy photo ideas XD

.:6:. Meh. Im iffy on you. You annoy me a lot sometimes yet other times youre tolerable. I do feel like you make a lot of wrong decisions and jump into love and relationships too much but its honestly not my place to tell you that I think youre wrong. Hm. Well. I mean I guess I could but you get upset easily too and I quite honestly dont want to deal with that. :<

.:7:. Im going to get kinda super serious now. I absolutly despise you. and I know you hate me too. So lets attempt to explain this. The only reason I put up with you and even see your face when I know whats going to happen is because somewhere deep in my brain, in the deep twisted area I think...know I deserve it. I know Im a horrible person who has done horrible things and I guess thats why whenever you hit me, kick me, otherwise physically maim me, and verbally attack me I put up with it. I dont even cry any more. Thats why I just dont even fight back. Maybe one day youll get tired of me but I doubt that because in this situation "a life for a life" really does apply here. I took your sisters, so take mine. Im a fair person I understand your mentality. I hate me too.
You once told me "After me, no one will love you again, no one will think your beautiful ever again because you wont be." and your so right. One of the few that I love doesnt have feelings for me back any more. And I not beautiful on the outside or the inside. But I dont need you to tell me that.

.:8:. To lighten this up a bit more, I dont really quite know you too well but I think that your funny, smart, and a pretty awesome cosplayer. I hope we get to spend more time together

.:9:. Isnt it funny that were so much a like, but cant get along at all?

.:10:. And time to get serious once more. Lets just start this section by saying that I still absolutly adore and love you. And this is no surprize, because Ive told you this already. Im really worried that you feel like Im getting distant and cold because that is the exact oppasite of what I want to happen. You are amazingly beautiful from your soul to your physical looks and Im pained every time you are upset. Theres so much I wish I could do for you, be there for you more, help you with people being terrible, ect. Im still here and I always will be unless you get sick of me and just want me to leave you alone in which case I sadly will because your happiness means more to me then my own does.

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"You dont even know me... not at all" - Rasputina
"Make it through this and you wont look back..." - Stars
"Calm down, I'm calling you to say, I'm capsized staring on the edge of safe.
Calm down, I'm calling back to say, I'm home now, I'm coming around.
Coming around but nobody likes to, But I really like to cry.
Nobody likes me maybe, If I cry..." - Tegan and Sara